and I’m here to just tell you that I just wanna fuck
I’m not the same person I was two years nor am I the same person I was a year ago. I wake up every morning to find a new me looking in the mirror. I try to forget about everything that stresses me out and just pretend like it was never apart of my life. I live holding every emotion I feel bottled up because whenever I let it I feel like ill be hurt. I have no one by my side to call my best friend no one I can really count on to be there for me and understand me. I leave my house everyday hoping to come home happy when the truth is I haven’t been happy in a long time. I thought I was happy for a while but it was a temporary feeling something that didn’t last. I just wish I could go back in time take back my mistake get my friends back and have my old life. Oh well this is just a learning experience that ill soon move on from. Goodnight world
The hard work brought us where we are today. The arguments made us the team we are today. We are doing something that no Douglas team has done in years. It’s crazy to think I can be apart of this history, so no matter what happens tomorrow i’m already happy to be able to make it where we are today.